And this is me...


I
Am
Pathetic.

Not only am I pathetic, I am the very definition of the word.

Heres the story:

Ok. So Im sitting around feeling lonely and in love w/ , and then who pops up but this nice, loving person who seems to actually want to return my affection. well me being me, I jump at the offer and soon we are happily mates.

Well, the Cosmic Hate-Inx-with-a-passion Gods decide this cant happen, so right as I am closing up the wounds from me and 's fight, guess who pops up into my life again? yep, Ciel himself. So this throws my feelings for Poi for a loop, I get all bishy, start sayin things i regret as soon as I say them, and long story short, I end up breaking up with Poi. The reason: Poi was actually hateful? No. All good things must end? Not really... Me and him got into a fight over me talking to ciel and I ended up defending Ciel? Yuppers. (<-- Borrowed that from ciel ^-^)

So this happens, I call Ciel, expecting to be semi-yelled at ish, and no. I get felt sorry for... This doesnt help my already pathetic feeling, so then i basically turn into a small kitty thats been dumped into a pond.... T3T

so ya, Pathetic. And I are it.